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| Today is the last full day of school! Graduation is May 20 and I am so excited!!! We have semester test tomorrow and the next day and I only have to take 2 test. I cannot wait until friday. It will be very emotional for me. I will be leaving alot of people, ecspecially Bekah, she is my best friend. My boyfriend is going to OSU. My other 2 friends Grant and Bridgette are going to OU and ECU and I'm going to CU. I am really going to miss these people. And my sister is still in High school so I'm leaving her and Bekah. But I guess it is time that I move on with my life. This will probaly be the last message I post in my xanga b/c I will be to busy to check back in. So whoever is reading this, "Enjoy life as it comes!" Never get to busy to enjoy it either. See ya! | | |
| Basics
- Your gender: Female
- Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight
- Single?: No
- If not, do you want to be?: No I love Bryan!
- Birthdate: October 27, 1986
- Your age: 18 years old
- Age you act: Sometimes 20, sometimes 5
- Age you wish you were: I like the age I am
- Your height: 5'5"
- Eye color: Brown and green
- Happy with it?: Yes
- Hair color: Brown and blonde
- Happy with it?: Yes
- Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Righty
- Your living arrangement: At home
- Your family: Mom, dad, 2 sisters, and 2 brothers
- Have any pets?: A dog and 2 cats
- What's your job?: I clean at a car delearship
- Piercings?: Yes, 2 in each ear
- Tattoos?: No
- Obsessions?: Besides Bryan, no
- Addictions?: Yes, sunflower seeds
- Do you speak another language?: I took a lil russian
- Have a favorite quote?: Don't give up!
- Do you have a webpage?: Not that I know of
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
- Do you live in the moment?: Sometimes
- Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: HELL NO!!
- Do you have any secrets?: Yes
- Do you hate yourself?: Not all the time
- Do you like your handwriting?: Sometimes
- Do you have any bad habits?: Yes, bitting my nails
- What is the compliment you get from most people?: I like your hair, or your so pretty!
- If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: The hot chick with no life!
- What's your biggest fear?: That I will miss out on something
- Can you sing?: I wouldn't prefer it
- Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Not really, I like myself!
- Are you a loner?: Sometimes
- What are your #1 priorities in life?: Making sure Bryan is happy!
- If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Heck Yes!!!
- Are you a daredevil?: Totally
- Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: The fact that I bite my nails.
- Are you passive or agressive?: It depends what I'm facing at the moment!
- Do you have a journal?: Not really
- What is your greatest strength and weakness?: My strength is being independant, and my weakness is giving up to easily.
- If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: My toes
- Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Sometimes
- Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Yes, but i can't say
- Do you think life has been good so far?: It could have been better, but it wouldn't life if it didn't suck every now and then!
- What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Be honest
- What do you like the most about your body?: My personality
- And least?: My toes
- Do you think you are good looking?: 100% and I'm not the only one!
- Are you confident?: Yes
- What is the fictional character you are most like?: I guess Cinderella, I've got my prince and I'm his princess!
- Are you perceived wrongly?: Most of the time, but then people get to know me and they realize they were wrong about what they thought.
Do You...
- Smoke?: No
- Do drugs?: No
- Read the newspaper?: Sometimes
- Pray?: Alot
- Go to church?: Every Sunday and Wednesday
- Talk to strangers who IM you?: Not really
- Sleep with stuffed animals?: Yes, a big teddy bear
- Take walks in the rain?: I have
- Talk to people even though you hate them?: Always I hate being mean
- Drive?: Yes
- Like to drive fast?: Heck Yes
Would or Have You Ever?
- Liked your voice?: Sometimes
- Hurt yourself?: Not physically
- Been out of the country?: No
- Eaten something that made other people sick?: Cafeteria food
- Been in love?: Yes and still am!
- Done drugs?: Never
- Gone skinny dipping?: No
- Had a medical emergency?: Not that I know of
- Had surgery?: No
- Ran away from home?: Yes, but not far, I was to young to go very far!
- Played strip poker?: No
- Gotten beaten up?: No
- Beaten someone up?: No
- Been picked on?: Of course
- Been on stage?: Yes
- Slept outdoors?: Yes
- Thought about suicide?: Yes, but it's cool now
- Pulled an all nighter?: No
- Gone one day without food?: Can't ever go half a day!
- Talked on the phone all night?: No, I eventually went to sleep
- Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: Not yet, but I will!
- Slept all day?: Yes
- Killed someone?: Am I that stupid to admit it!
- Made out with a stranger?: Well I kinda knew them
- Had sex with a stranger?: Hell no
- Thought you're going crazy?: I went cracy along time ago!
- Kissed the same sex?: Besides my mother, no
- Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Hell no
- Been betrayed?: More then once
- Had a dream that came true?: Yeah and I still have him by my side!
- Broken the law?: Of course, I'm a tennager
- Met a famous person?: Yes, but forgot her name
- Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No
- On purpose?: No
- Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Yes
- Stolen anything?: Of course
- Been on radio/tv?: Not a fantasy of mine
- Been in a mosh-pit?: No
- Had a nervous breakdown?: No
- Bungee jumped?: No
- Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes
Beliefs
- Belive in life on other planets?: No
- Miracles?: Yes
- Astrology?: No
- Magic?: No
- God?: Heck Yes
- Satan?: Of course
- Santa?: Yes
- Ghosts?: Yes
- Luck?: Yes
- Love at first sight?: Yes
- Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yes
- Witches?: Yes
- Easter bunny?: Yes
- Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes
- Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: No
- Do you wish on stars?: I do
Deep Theological Questions
- Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: Yes
- Do you think God has a gender?: No
- Do you believe in organized religion?: Yes
- Where do you think we go when we die?: Heaven and Hell
Friends
- Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: No
- Who is your best friend?: Bryan
- Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Bryan
- What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Don't do this to him!
- Your favorite inside joke?: It's HOT!
- Who's your longest known friend?: Bridgette
- Talking to? Bridgette
- Newest?: Madison
- Shyest?: Ike
- Funniest?: My Dad
- Sweetest?: Bryan
- Closest?: Bryan
- Weirdest?: Dena
- Smartest?: Grant
- Ditziest?: Ariel
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- Who are you on the phone with most?: Bryan
- Who do you trust most?: Bryan
- Who listens to your problems?: Bryan
- Who do you fight most with?: Jeremy(brother)
- Who's the nicest?: Bryan
- Who's the best singer?: Bridgette
- Who's your second family?: Loyd and Carol Park
- Do you always feel understood?: Absolutely NOT
- Who's the loudest friend?: Myself
- Do you trust others easily?: Too easily
- Who's house were you last at?: Bryan's Grandmas
- Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Bryan, always
- Do your friends know you?: Yes, or they wouldn't be my friends
- Friend that lives farthest away: Leslie
Love and All That
- Do you consider love a mistake?: Not at all
- What do you find romantic?: Just being with that special someone that you love who loves you back!
- Turn-on?: Great personality, kindness, sweet, romantic, lovable, caring, funny, etc.
- Turn-off?: rude, annoying, nasty teeth, etc.
- Your first real kiss?: It was sweet and kinda weird but it won't be forgotten.
- If someone who you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would u feel?: I wouldn't bother b/c there is something about them that I just couldn't take, otherwise I would probaly be interested!
- Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: Kinda both
- Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: Yes
- Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yes
- Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: Heck Yes
- What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: They have weird and ugly body parts
- What's the last present someone gave you?: A flower
- Are you in love?: 100%
Who Was the Last Person...
- That haunted you?: Never had that
- You wanted to kill?: Rebecca
- That you laughed at?: Ariel
- That laughed at you?: Josh Fox
- That turned you on?: Bryan
- You went shopping with?: Bryan
- That broke your heart?: Bryan
- That you dissapointed? Bryan
- To ask you out?: Bryan
- To make you cry?: Bryan
- To brighten up your day?: Bryan
- That you thought about?: Bryan
- You saw a movie with?: My Dad
- You talked to on the phone?: Bryan
- You saw?: Ariel and Bryan
- You lost?: Madison
Right This Moment...
- Are you going out?: Yes
- Will it be with your significant other?: Yes
- What are you wearing right now?: Wind pants, wife beater, sweater, basic necessities
- Body part you're touching right now: Wouldn't you like to know
- What book are you reading?: Macbeth
- What's on your mousepad?: U.S. Navy
- Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Tired, lazy, should be sleeping
- Are you bored?: Yes
- Are you tired?: Yes
- Are you talking to anyone online?: No
- Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No
- Are you lonely or content?: Content
- Are you listening to music?: No
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| Today is such a tiring day! I would like to start off by telling my Bryan that I love him. Anyway this weekend was such a drag. My town had the Waurika Rattle Snake Hunt. It is like a big fair that last about 3 days. I hate it because there is so many people that I never even seen before, and some I would prefer not to see, especially the carnies, I hate the carnies! They are freaks and thieves that shouldn't even be aloud to run or operate a machine. The only fun I really had was what I spent with Bryan. | | |
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